okok..

my second post of the day..
i don noe y but today is so boring..
no sms, no phone call..

shes onli gone for 2 days n 1 nite trip im already bored..
imagine it for 3 mth in ns la..
shoots..

talking bout ns..
its like 2 weeks la..
9 more days!!!!

ok so before she left for malacca on fri she went to school as usual for lesson..
whichafeter she met up with me at my house..
wads shocking??
she has with her 2 adidas bag n a bag with bear..
wad bear??
my nyp grad bear...
awwww...
sweeeeeetttttt.....

she even lied to me dat dae la..
haiz..
again another white lie..
she has too many white lies that im afraid it might turn to real lie..
coz u never noe..
if a person hoo alwaes lies too many time no matter how small it is will definitely will start to have the mindset dat it is ok to lie so he/she will continue lie-ing..
sikit sikit lama lama jadi bukit ma.. something like that la..
although its not toking bout lies but it is something like that la..
lols
ok i dono wad im toking..
but to juz be straight forward 'don lie'!!
u can lie but not too much coz u are playing with ppl's trust..
and trust is something difficult to gain after losing them..
so pls bear it in mind..

The bear she bought..

sweet right..

don jealous ya'll

yohooo..

ok peeps..
first of all sorry for abandoning this crap shit here..

its been uber long since my last post in here..
i guess time really flies without us knowing..
fyi,

I GRADUATED from nyp!!!!!!

so NS/SIM/SMU/MDIS here i come!!

well dat day marks the end of another phase of my journey..
and marks the halfway through journey of my goals in life..

bascially that day everyone was like superstar la..
snap here snap there..
shout out to all hoo has fotos of mine..
pls don display any unglam foto of yours truly la sey..

oh and the stupid robe is damn thick la eh..
like in sauna..
i tink if i were to wear that for whole day how much do u tink i can lose in weight??
i tink for whole day will lose about 5 to 10 kg la..
dats how hot it was..

dats all..
lazy to blog la..
i just put photo of my grad day k..
enjoyings you all...

before the ceremony



the ceremony



after ceremony



the fyp hangouts



classmates/lecture mate/course mate(sounds wrong)lols



last few mins



and of coz the foto of the day!!

my life would suck without you!!

hohoho..
its been centuries since i bother to update..
well lets see wer to begin..

i noe..
for those wondering wads my result..
i failed!!
failed to meet my expectations..
did i set my target too high??
haiz..
wel lets be optimistic ya..
at least i passed EVERYTHING!!
with 1 A 4 Bs 1 C..
stupid C...

but at the very least i am satisfied to be able to graduate and graduate with an A and a thousands of Bs millions of Cs and couple of Ds..
yohooo..

next is loking forward for enlisment wich fyi i already noe wen..
its so fast la..

ever since end of exams i have been rotting and decomposing at home ad becomin a big fat pest.. literally fat fyi..
lols..
jog jog jog jog jog..
dats all i need..

been spending the whole couple of months wif girlfrend ya'll..
how sweet right.
hence title..
my life would suck without u!!!
coz i will be damn bored..
niwaes been taking fotos with our new same phone samsung f480..

but lazy to upload it for now coz i want to watch my show "heroes" at internet..
so adios amigos..
will put the fotos next tym.

wtf??

god damn it man!!!
everyone is happy getting results and graduating while im still stuck with my results..
stupid giro la..
not enuff money to cut off to pay my school fee..
now im living in misery while others are enjoying their results..
DAMN IT!!!

I WANT MY RESULTS!!!
I NEED MY RESULTS!!!
GIVE ME MY RESULTS!!

niwae im prepared for the worst..
wadever happens happened and it happen for a reason..
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niwae update in my life..
been so busy going down to peicai to train competition teams..
although i noe wad the results will be but i still will not give up on them coz they didnt giv up on themself(hopefully)..

i dono y but it seems dat i have been tinking so much diz few daes..
i need to decide before its too late..
i sill have questions that yet to be answered..
i stil have answers dat is still in the process of searching..
i guess i noe hw sharon feels nw..
am i wasting tym or am i doing the correct thing..
hopefuli the answers will reveal soon coz i cant stand this feeing of lost im feelig nw..
if onli answers could be found in dictionary den it will be easier..

graduated

hey y'all

have been spending my tym at home recently..
well dats wad graduates do..
i tink..
ahaks..

at least from my point of view la..
look ard me..
all slacking and waiting for jobs to come crawling towards them..
ape nak jadi...

i HATE being a graduate la..
need to get my freaking butt out to look for job..
if onli money can fall dow from the sky ALL day..

saw this video at ellen show..
i can really relate this song..
beyonce singing flaws and all..

spore idol??

well well..

yesterdae celebrated vdae so todae i celebrated friendship day with my 2 bestest fren..

my big sis(biological fyi) and farhanna oh farhanna~..

went karaoke-ing...

more like screaming/distressing..

lols..

lucky never rain..

so after dat went to play pool and slack

after alot of puffs we went home..

ahaks..

and they live happily ever after slping in their rm rite nw..

lols..

a foto of farhanna singing..

and a video too..

this ball causes the effect of the light..

feeling disco sia..

kakak kiter ngah feeling

warning!! sweetness alert!!

PRESENTS!!




Singapore botanical garden


this chips are ALL eaten by her!!



On the way for dinner


ps: i am not acting cute (altho i don need to.. ahaks)
i was copyrighting this japanese gal that was camwhoring with her fren..
it was super ACT CUTE for her can!!
goodness..

The menu says it all


hers*
mine was gobbled up before we remembered to snap snap

ours* top(calamari rings) bottom(cheese fries)


hidden cam..
BEAUTY ALERT!! BEAUTY ALERT!!

On the way to my house




at last a proper shot from me after lots of pinching frm her..
lols..




yoo hoo... anybody der??
hahass..
ok peeps
first of all happy valentine's dae
and happy friendship day..
above are wad i did for v-dae!!

cut long story short.. i spent the WHOLE day wif her and onli her..
yeah!! 3 cheers n 3 cheers for us!! lols..

after lots of takes finally got one..
the best of all the fotos..
fotos and models of the year..
NO!!
Centuries..
lols..

my days are like

a missing puzzle piece without u

and u gt the last piece of puzle to complete me..

time

just went back from a damn boring banquet..
a celebration of 30 yrs of service..
mayb its boring coz i was spending it "alone"..
altho there was mdm yusma n the 2 juniors but sumhw i still feel bored and alone..
and i wonder y?? *sarcasm

btw knock on the door of reality..
exams are like starting on mon..
means i got no tym to spend time with someone..
and i hope to realli spend valuable tym todae/ tmr..
but it seems both days are not able to do it..

u noe wad..
SOMETIMEs i don need a shoulder to lean on or a listening ear to listen to my sorrows n complaint..
wad i need is jus being able to spend time with...
hope u understand..

diz had alreadi answer ur qn dat u pester..

SMILE!!

OMFG!!
exams started TODAY!!!
dats fast or wad..

si liao la..
havent started studying..

niwae todae papers wasnt that bad as i tot it might be..
hope can get a C..
pls~~~....

k..
enuff of exams..
reality check for a moment..

if u tink im unreasonable,
look in the mirror..
if u tink im sensitive

den blame urself for being insensitive..

i am nt perfect u noe..

and never will..

bt wadever..
wad i learn from a fren (actualli a fren's shirt logo la)
"don't cry because its over, smile because it happened"
so for now i am just gonna smile despite everything..
although its jus a facade im putting on..

wer are u wen i need u the most?

slow down please

WOW...

time really flies..
in fact its too fast..
in 2 weeks tym my FINAL paper starting and dats the end of my poly life..
insya allah..

am i ready for real world??
the answer is NOT!!!

i am so used to cracking my brains for studies dat i dont wish to start werking..
soon i am serving the government..
omfg..

i don want tym to pass too fast..
i still want to enjoy my life!!

pls god,
let tym pass slower..